hahahaha My Last name is MCNEILL im also scottish or well ancestors were anyway... what a coincidence wow, thats alot of skills you have i want to learn more than i do, not just sowing, but here well im not too sure what i can do while im here without people to teach, i mean yeah i got books, country living books and so forth. my niece said sowing is only something girls do, i was tempted to say "well when things crash do you want uncle sam to come and clothe you and wash your clothes and feed you?" but she's young so i checked my tongue. ehh i just want Experience! and i cant get it here its annoying, i also do love cooking, i make an alright spaghetti, i was always better with breakfast stuff, well maybe not better, no i just like to make breakfast stuff more. bacon and eggs or sausage and some coffee. i dont know, i'd like to learn to make more, on the other hand, food cost's money and i may be employed now... but dont mean i'll stay employed tomorrow.. honestly i think they could do away with me if they wanted to.. i just wanna pay off my car, then i wont have any debt, other than what i need for gas etc etc but nothing major. and i can get out of this miserable place, oh and i work for a fabric company, sooo i can get my hands on leathers, vinyls, pretty much everything i might want, i also saw some of that camo thats popular in the bass pro magazines and so forth, when i can get some of that i dont know what i'll do with it but still, its some sweet stuff, i may sorta "stock up" on whatever fabrics i think may be useful. and i can get my hands on Velcro and loads of other things there so, well i just need practice which i can get here no problem, i got some constitution classes my friend gave me on here, the ones by Michael Badnarik they're pretty good so far, so much i wanna learn.. can fry my brain sometimes.